luvmyworld

maybe all we need is his confirmation, that he’s in love. that he loves her. that their relationship is real. I knew I didn’t like it, so much that I’ve always tried to pull to one side whenever one’s tried to talk to me about this. that I never wrote down her name in every single account in every social media I run. this kinda thing is only hurting me inside but at least not any of you.

what has been a burden on my mind is seeing my friend’s arguing with another friend in which I followed. calling each other stupid, groupies, weird, idiot, not fully grown or something else.

you can not say someone’s stupid without knowing his/her ability. what he/she can do best in daily life, his/her academic records, etc. but from what I saw, you all are smart.

well, its true. you are free to give opinions. but everyone else is free to give responses. no matter if it is agreeing or against. including the next step to be taken.

its hard seeing my dash, the tags become a tug of war - of arguments. I was a debater back in high school. I know for sure within a debate the point is to give argument, to prove it right, then to defend it, and attack other’s just to win it. isn’t it just the same with what happened here? this won’t be over. and our circle of tumblr will never be the same again.

I only dream about the peaceful time, back some times ago. the criticism didn’t really go to me. but… I even feel weird how. if its going to someone I know, I somehow feel offended if not feeling sorry. and if I stay in silence it won’t make any difference. though I know, I will possibly be called the same things after posting this but I think i’m ready.

I don’t really expect that everyone will make up to each other, if yes that would be great. but, lets take a moment to think. if only you have time to, or if you want to. we were great together, we were good friends. is this kind of thing worth to ruin everything?

and to Yoann, maybe you just have to be honest. to yourself, to us, to everyone else. all we need is clarity. if any of us is being called inappropriately, or perhaps because what we do is inappropriate then we will know how to back off. if only we know the truth. all what we want is your happiness. but what had happened lately was chaos, between us. and it’s breaking my heart.